am i doing right?
August 12, 2006 | 8:04 PM
曲：shiosai - SMAP
woke up and saw a message that caused me to think. think really hard about what i was getting myself into because of him. maybe i have been lying to myself all this while, maybe i was not willing to face up to reality. maybe i didnt face up to reality. yet i hope it's not like this. i really hope its not like this. tts why i replied to the message. this has confused me really badly.
cant help but think of what audrey told me about rabbits in chinese new year, rabbits being people belonging to the zodiac of the rabbit in the chinese calendar. she said relationships will not work out this year, so the only thing you can do is to enjoy it while it lasts. i was sceptical; i didnt believe that a relationship's success depended on chinese calculations. i dont now either, but im beginning to see the wisdom of her words. perhaps some of us are thinking too much. perhaps if we let go just a little, happiness is just around the corner.
okayys, on to happier stuff. fireworks again with andy, huiqi, ken and andre. the start was sort of disappointing, because us being people who do not understand pyrotechnics, all we wanted was for the sky to light up with a lot of fireworks. so the ending was beautiful, just golden fireworks - lots of them - in the sky. i was speechless. and i think the people around me were too. ^^
sort of had a
letssqueezewitheveryone kind of day yesterday. besides the fireworks festival, we went to expo book fair and squeezed with many people to try and get $2 books. no agatha christies; just lots of tom clancys and romance novels. it wasnt tt bad lah, but there wasnt really much stuff since they all got snatched once they were put on sale.
feet hurt bad now. going back to bed to read sherlock holmes. hahas.
velda.
